Bummer

Many times, people tell me I've got split personality. And sometimes, I feel there's another side of me. Just not yet unleash.

So lately I've been thinking about these two extreme personalities that I'd. And, I realise I don't know myself well enough to write a 1000 word essay of "Who am I".


Who am I? This question has been spinning in my head as though it was a 360 degree roller coaster ride that I've sat 4 years back.



I'm not sad. I'm just angry I don't know myself like how others do.

I hate the feeling of inadequacy. Then again, who doesn't?



Alright, nothing in particular has sparked this sudden influx of emotions. I just need to find a space to pen down these pent-up emotions. Shan't elaborate myself further.

I know I'll feel much better after penning them down.



I love these two girlfriends of mine.
But, why am I feeling so blue? It's all written over my face.

I feel the more I tried, the more I'll fall.
And each time I attempt climbing back to the peak again, I'll struggle even more.


When will I ever see the rainbow again?


I'm not losing myself.

So many thoughts un-verbalised. Sigh.

Labels: Melancholy, My thoughts